John 2:1-5
The story of Jesus turning the water into wine… We talked about this story yesterday in Sunday school, and it taught me something new about how to pray.
In the story, Mary comes to Jesus with a situation – a problem, not a solution, not a request, just a problem. She doesn’t state any desire of her own. She just shares her problem with Jesus and then lets go of it. Actually, she walks away, leaving it entirely in Jesus’ hands.
And Jesus responds, providing His solution to her problem – a solution that showed He cared, that glorified God, and that more than solved the problem. In fact, the solution He provided probably far exceeded anything Mary could have requested or imagined. He provided abundantly more.
So many times, I pray about my requests, bringing God my solutions to my problems and wanting Him to make them happen. Or I pray my desires, as if I know the best picture possible for my life and He just needs to allow it to happen. Praying that way, though, I miss out on the miracles that He wants to do in my life. I may miss out on the abundantly more that He wanted for me. It may lead me further away from God’s plan for my life. As I’ve pondered this passage yesterday and today, I have become more convinced that my way of praying doesn’t honor God and His sovereignty. It doesn’t acknowledge Him as Lord of my life and it doesn’t glorify Him.
During this journey, I want to be a blank slate before Him, giving Him my problems, my desires, and leaving them in His hands, letting Him answer as He wants, being able to walk away and leave my past, present, and future in His hands. Instead of requesting, I want to share, to lay my burdens at His feet and then wait on Him to answer, to guide, to lead in the way He chooses.
I want Him to be the one writing the script, not me. I don’t want His approval for my life, I want to sign on to His best that He already has planned for me. I have a feeling it will be abundantly more…
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